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Apr. 1st, 2010

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today is a great day. perfect weather. today is a day that i appreciate my major. sitting on the floor of the newsroom watching classmates do mock anchor shoots. mine's coming up in a few minutes. then i turn in my first, and not-so-great, package in my next class. Then we get to watch everyone's packages. Then i will walk home, smoke a cig, and hop in my car to drive to babysitting. perhaps today we'll take a walk, or draw with sidewalk chalk. i'll give him some ritz crackers and cheese as a snack, and eat half of them as usual. then i have a few errands to run, but after that i have the entire night to do whatever I want. I have barely any schoolwork to do this weekend. Friday I am babysitting til 1, then I have the rest of the day to do whatever I want. and then caitlin is coming to visit me on saturday and we're gonna go out to dinner and then hit some bars. then on sunday my mom and stepdad are driving up to go out to lunch with me and my stepbrother. nothing could possibly ruin this weekend for me. i'm so happppyyyyyyyy

'cept i wish this lil hangover would go away

Feb. 24th, 2010

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to be busy and have a dozen things to stress and worry about getting done is often much easier than having down-time to be left alone with your thoughts and uncertainties. it's okay to relax, it doesn't mean you're lazy. it's okay to get a bad grade, it doesn't mean you're stupid. it's okay to enjoy life and be happy, you shouldn't feel guilty about having things go well for you.

I need to keep reminding myself of these things.

I just force-fed myself oatmeal so that I could take my meds. Some oatmeal spilled in my bed, so I'm going to sleep in oatmeal stickiness. I'm sick again. Today I was prescribed steroid nasal spray. I fucking hate nasal sprays. I'm exhausted and achey and I have a huge midterm tomorrow that is worth 25% of my final grade. I'm stressing out.

The news story I filmed, edited, and wrote a script for was on Carolina Week last night. Its cool that my work was broadcasted on live TV to 16 counties. Too bad my DVR fucked up and didn't record it, but I just watched it online. Not anything too special... but at least my work was good enough to get on there. Want to see the story? It's a really, really short VO!!!

(it's a little less than halfway through the show... right after the stories about health and weight loss... right before the stories about H1N1 and the Yellow Ribbon 5k.)
Heres the link:

k... time to sleep for a few hours then wake up and study more. lately i feel like i have no soul and i am just a body walking around... a pawn of the university that gets the work done but has no enjoyment or emotion. i fake all of my laughs, and i'm exhausted 90% of the time.

Dec. 3rd, 2009

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do you believe in God?

do you believe in Jesus?


i want your answers.

Nov. 11th, 2009

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 according to weather.com, there is a 100% chance of "heavy rain/wind" tomorrow during the hours that i will be walking to and from class. i bet that i will still see multiple girls walking around campus wearing flip flops. apparently girls in Chapel Hill don't realize that when it rains in November it is no longer acceptable to wear flip flops. it's cold and it's wet. i don't want to see any feet sloshing around in puddles. that's gross. besides, it's pretty damn easy to look out of your window and see that it is raining, and then chose a pair of closed-toe shoes to put on. 

obviously, rainboots are the best option when this type of weather arrises, but then again if i see another pair of multi-colored polka dot rainboots, i might have to have a tirade about those also. i bought my rainboots from target because I couldn't afford the Hunter boots that I have been eyeing for 2 years, but just because my boots were only 30 doesn't mean that they are heinous and represent every color of the rainbow in some stupid geometrical pattern. 

i choose to blog about unimportant annoyances instead of studying for my Jew midterm tomorrow. no offense to the Jews, but I find the detailed history of your ancestors since 1200BC to be quite mind-numbing. I am, however, a huge fan of matzah ball soup.

i went bowling recently. i really, really suck at bowling.

i ate lunch with a friend and her 24-year-old autistic brother today. she bought me a livestrong bracelet because her mom is going through chemo right now and so is my stepmom. also, she got our food for half-off because she is a firefighter. pretty cool.

i need a hobby. please give me suggestions.

Apr. 13th, 2009


know any girls looking for roommates at chapel hill next year? send them my way...

i got in and i don't know where i'm going to live... so i'm looking for girls who have a place and need another roommate or are looking for a place to live still.

i want to live off campus in an apartment within walking distance to campus with 1 or 2 other girls. i found this awesome apartment at chancellor's square which would probably end up being about $700ish each a month... i just need one other girl to live there with me.

Apr. 2nd, 2009

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ew. i just ate most of a salad from firebirds. i came home and looked up the nutrition facts online. the salad had almost 1,000 calories and over 70 grams of fat.

damn you ranch dressing. why do you taste so good?

so, i'm a little bummed that i just ate 1,000 calories worth of salad. i think that restaurants should have to include the nutrition facts on their menus so that the general public will not continue to be misled. this is probably why americans are all so overweight. we eat 1,000 calorie salads and think we're being somewhat healthy. (FYI, the recommended amount of calories for someone my size is about 1300-1500)

i wanna lose 8 lbs. i better start cutting out salads. ;)

Feb. 8th, 2009

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anyone trying to sell an ipod?

email me


Aug. 17th, 2008


step one: go to http://www.charlottestylemag.com
step two: scroll down to grey box with red writing in the bottom right corner of webpage
step three: sign up for Charlotte STYLE Magazine!

make sure to put my name in the "how did you hear about us" field, please!! it makes me look good to my publisher.



Apr. 24th, 2008



please watch this video.
it might give you a SMALL amount of insight as to how autism affects everyday life. SMALL amount, but better than none.

go to websites

watch videos, donations get made, watch this one it has a lot of views

watch a video- chevy makes a donation

k go to these websites and educate yourself, please. it is autism awareness month, so it's time for you to become aware!!!




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Nov. 19th, 2007

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do you have butterflies in your stomach?
i do.
you only live once so get as many butterflies in your stomach as you can.

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